today I saw my mom cried while eating in the living room.
makes me feel sick inside..I know why she's sad these past few days, its because of me.
tsk.
I feel sick..
ay yay yay! (wasnt really sure where that came from..)
school in the Philippines is like 2 weeks away and I'm still hoping I could start school again and finish with my blockmates. Miss 'em so much! but, as you can I dont think I'll be joining them any time soon.
Work is so tiring. It's fun but I dont want to do this forever you know? my mom told me that I could get a great job when I finish my degree ing Psychology..fat chance! as if that will happen if I keep on missing semesters..hay..
I miss my friends..MARES and my dancetroop. I feel alone..wel not alone alone..just..forgotten. I told shaq that I'm thankful coz she's stil helps me with my school stuffs..pero all the rest, hay just makes me lonely. Whatever happened to the favors that I gave them? not sounding too demanding but maybe I did expect a little help from them in return. hay..some people.
makes me think of the movie Godfather. just think of it. people would ask for your help, and you give them but in return, you'll tell them that you might need that favor returned in the future..and that makes you a GREAT Godfather. right?! love that movie!
that all for now, coz I wanna chat more with my honey..coz I miss her so much! mhh..bye guys!
just take a picture!
today is wednesday.
Tomorrow, I have to go to work again..it's only been 3 weeks and I'm bored already. I like my work and I don't have any complains, it's just..too..mhh..plain..that's all. tch. My co workers and I get along pretty well..so far so good..I just get so irritated when I'm the only one working when the other one is talking on the freaking phone until her batteries went out. big fucking HA HA in your fucking face biatch!
whew..ok..I'm fine na..hehe..nwala na sistema ko ung inis ko ke Natasha that biatch..hayy..nwys..I'm hungry..umlis na lahat ng tao..my bros went to skul na..my mom went to work. My tito, he's still sleeping..he's just gonna bum around the house..tas ako..hayy gonna relax..kasi tom, pucha trabaho nnmn..
I wanna get a tatoo so bad!! argh! i dunno kng pno pro papalagay ko tlga yan! tsk..
what the f*cking EVER! tsk!
naiinis ako..i dunno why..naiins ako kc someone's trying to hurt my friend. my friend likes this person. Eh etong taong to nmn, di nmn daw nya talga like ung friend ko pero she keeps on telling here stuff na nde nmn dapat! i mean, kng pnaparide mo lng ung tao, grabe ka..makarama ka sana!! sa dme ng pdeng mong gawing gago stuff sana wag naman tao ang gaguhin mo! tsk..sa lht tlga ng ayaw ko, ung mga taong tulad mo..bwisit ka! I told my frnd to be careful lng, tsk..yko shang masaktan. she has been through a lot and yko lng tlgang mkta shang msktan pa..tsk..hay..mahal ko friends ko sobra..ang if anyone hurt my friends, kalabanin nyo n dn ako..tsk..
miss ko na sha...kkadc lng nmn pro nmimiss ko n sha agad..hehe..been thinking about us lage..tsk..pro im not gonna bore ya'll with that..tska personal un ehh..hehe..anyways..there's this guy na niloloko skn sa work..pro i dont let it bother me..he's ok..as in as a friend, kso I'm not used to their culture here ehh..kung asa pinas cgro ako, kya pa..ehh mdli naman ako mkipagfriends sa guys ehh.
I remember nung 2nd year ako, soirees were a hit samin. Every week me bgong soiree..minsan with ateneo tas minsan with lasalle..it was lots of fun..hanggang nung 4th year meron pang onting soiree pro mas nging close ako sa mga guys na madalas ko kainuman sa Strip sa katipunan. (STRIPPERS!! hehe..tin for you!) nwys, mas ndlian akong mg engage sa conversation pag me ksama nang beer at yosi..hehe..pro for some reason di ko magawa un dto..bkt kaya?
This guy, Jay (he works at the airport and he's a pinoy) invited me to have a drinking session one time..kc badtrip ako nung nakausap ko sha and I mentioned na idadaan ko nlng sa inom ung badtrip ko..tas sabe nya, masama daw un kc di ako ngaaya..kya un..he suggested that we have a drinking session one day..ehh asa sistema ko nmn ang inom so I told him I'll see kc I have to check with my mom..and of course my hunny..hehe..if one doesn't approve, then I won't go! hehe..pro seriously..gs2 ko kso would it be the same kya just like kung pno ko uminom with my friends? i dunno, i just feel comfortable drinking with my friends sa pinas cgro kc I've known 'em for like..forever!
ang off limits mag 6 years na kmeng mgkakabarkada..nothing beats that! tas ang extremez nmin, through hospitals and strip clubs, we've been through it all..ang vonnels nmn, josko..every break nlng ata, inom ang asa utak nmn nung 2nd sem..pati ung mga chemicals nmn sa chem lab, gsto n nmn inumin..cno nga ba ulit ung tinulugan ang chem lab! (i miss you jenny baby!!) tas ang mares ko nmn, well..we have our drinking sessions..sa kubo ni kuya elbert..mapa problema, pagiging bitter sa lost loves nmn, celebration ng pagkakabalikan, ng anniversary or just chilling out..lahat asa kubo..what happens in the kubo, stays in the kubo..ika nga ng bosco boys (miss ko n kyo!) so guys, asa sistema ok tlga ang inuman sessions..pro ung inuman na dto sa 'tate..ewan..prng lht ng alarm sa katawan ko bgalng tumunog na magyngat ako ehh..nwys I could also be just over reacting you know..haven't tried it..pro there's always a first time noh? if ever mangyre ung inuman session nmn ni Jay, for sure, updated ang blog ko..kng anong mangyyre..hehe..
i just hoped na kayanin ko kng ano mang "culture" ang mggng shocking para skn..hehe..kayang kaya ko nmn sbhning, been there done that but guys, let's remeber..this is America, the land of the free..db?! anything can happen...
Tired..
geez..1st night I felt like I couldn't move anymore. Tch. Got blurred visions twice today..I was just overworked. It just too much..gosh. Closed today with my superviser, Maribel..we just talked about everything. She was really nice..
darn..my head hurts a lot!
i cant do this right now guys..il update ya'll later ayt? gotta txt with my husband 1st..i missed her today..cant keep my mind of her..tch.
hunny..i miss u..i wanna go home=(
